April 2012
Sometimes I feel like I fuck everything up.
I think sometimes, when you’re young, and you lose the person you loved the most, you feel as though you can never love again. You feel like that was the person you were destined to spend the rest of your life with. But in reality, it wasn’t. There is someone out there, waiting for you, ready to treat you right and appreciate you for everything you have. The guy, the one I wanted to marry6 and be with the rest of life, is not for me. I’m naive. I’m young. And when you’re naive and young, your first love feels like your last. But there are just SO many things to see and people to meet. And if your first love is your last love, and you are DESTINED to be together, then you will be. Things happen for a reason.
